When you look around, it seems like everything is as it should be. But that is far from the truth. Around you, the sky is blue, trees are sitting perfectly in place, children are playing and laughing, bringing you happiness. In your house, you have comfort, food, and family. You attend your school classes as usual, and/or you go to work every day to do your job. You have things to look forward to, like events, holidays, finding a life partner or achieving your dreams.
I’m 28, some people would still call that young, so I’m not coming from a place of “old school” judgment or anything like that. I’ve experienced a lot spiritually in my years so far and also have well explored and observed the world of marijuana. It’s a whole different world that you enter when you smoke pot and it concerns me how it’s generally being used today.
It slightly annoys me when people say to leave it in God’s hands, or that God is more powerful than us and he will decide what’s best for us, etc., etc. I get annoyed enough to complain in my head and also have a little discussion with myself about what I think of that. But I’ve learned not to say anything out loud because we must still respect one another, regardless of our differing opinions. We are still all brothers and sisters… You can imagine the reason why I’m writing about it though, I have to vent, and I have to speak my own truth for the people who might connect with it if they choose to. Some things just can’t go unspoken.
I’ve never felt so alone in the world
The walls are crumbling down
No one sees things through my eyes
Even if I could get out, should I?
Time is running out and I can’t waste it
These tears on my pillow won’t dry
The door keeps shutting on me
And I’m alone again
Doesn’t anybody just want to live?
Doesn’t anybody want the truth?
Doesn’t anybody know real love?
I’m so alone in the world.
I’m screaming out to you but you can’t hear me
I needed you but you never needed me…
You can’t keep a woman in a loveless life.
And time is running out now
I have no more to give.
How many more chances can I give this?
How much more time can I waste?
Life is short they say
But it’s not short on month or days
It’s short on love and moments of feeling alive
And maybe you don’t have it inside
Or it’s buried too deep.
But I can’t reach you
And I don’t want to try anymore.
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